How often does it happen with you, that you wake up in the morning and feel guilty at something in your life, despite all the things you are doing?
For me it’s really often. I would wake up in the morning and just feel like questioning me “What the hell are you doing with your life?”
I mean yeah sure, I work, I study, I go about the day as usual, but what exactly am I doing?
May be the answer is in the question itself, but there for me is no sense.
So there are days, when I rack my brain with nothingness and with overburdening questions. And there are days where I just feel content. Sure, nothing changes overnight, but my feeling does.
Today I got up in the morning with an unnerving feeling of contentment. I call it ‘unnerving’ because I know, just when I start relaxing with the feeling, the sensation of guilt overpowers all my sanities.
So, before I lose this astounding emotion, I just wanted to write it down somewhere so that I do not forget, the gratified feeling of contentment.
There will be days of happiness
Days of sadness,
I need not worry because of them,
As it all shall pass.
I feel that like each day of my life, like what is the purpose and all but I guess you must have felt a positive vibe after reading my post.lol
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Hahaha, You could say that ;-p
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🙂
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I may not be qualified to tell you this, but these anxieties are being forced on us and we willingly fall prey to them.
What i want to say is that you will find any number of fellow bloggers to stay with you and get you to retain the contentment and even radiates it around.
Count me in
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Thank you so much dear.
That means a lot.
And the next time, I’d definitely try to not fall prey to these anxieties.
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Oh, that’s so sweet of you Moushmi
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Well..a hearty breakfast gets me out of this situation..5/7 mornings ..then weekends, I sleep in. 😉
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Ha, a nice way!
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Yes, life goes on
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Thank you for stopping by,
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lets just say that sometimes these negative thoughts do make a positive effect so mood swings are fun but sometimes only and ofcourse we need to overcome this as soon as possible because these guilty feelings can often ruin happy times…and am totally on your side coz i am also the one who faces this😀😀…
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Thank you for you thoughts,
It does ruin happy moments actually!
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I rarely wake up questioning. I feel that over all I have been and I am content with/in my life.
I don’t think what is life about as much as I just live life. Let others who have that time and may be more knowledgeable to deal with the reason/purpose of life. While I will live.
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I wish I could just pull myself to do it everyday, “just live life”.
in a way, I am doing it, but the questions keeps coming back and forth.
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your time will come when the questions really do not matter. it is you that matters and today
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I will wait for that time.
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in the mean time….just live and experience what life gives you
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Will definitely do that.
Thanks dear 🙂
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I love how you have portrayed the fickle flow of feelings from moment to moment through words. It is so truthful and natural way of being human.
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Thank you so much dear.
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You are very welcome.
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Reblogged this on Die Erste Eslarner Zeitung – Aus und über Eslarn, sowie die bayerisch-tschechische Region!.
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Thanks for the reblog.
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When wind changes it’s direction the time changes to!! Wonderful post
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Thank you so much dear.
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I love that feeling – it comes and it goes but it’s my favorite. Contentment sometimes eludes me so I do cherish it when it’s there…
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I know, if only we could hold onto the feeling a little longer.
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Indeed…things will all shall pass.
The more you think about them the more power you give them to control you. Better just let them flow.
Love this post Moushmi ☺👍
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Thank you so much dear.
You said it right actually, the more power we give these thoughts the more they’d control. So i guess, will just try to control instead, as much as I can.
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Purpose in life? No idea and I’m soon approaching 50.
Guess it’s living life to the fullest. Give back some to society and if procreating then make sure you raise the little ones up to be good humans.
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You are correct in a way, even if one does that I guess, it can count to ‘doing someyhing’
Thanks dear
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Sometimes it’s good to get those feelings of ‘ What am I doing with my life ‘ ? Kind of rude awakening. It helps you to get aware of any vaccum inside and what exactly you can do about it.
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I completely agree, sometimes we do need that wake up call.
Thank you so much for your perspective on this,
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This too, shall pass. Sometimes that thought is the only thing that gets me through difficult days. It’s better to live in the moments and let everything be. But at times our thoughts get the better of us!
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I agree, it gets diificult.
We just need to hold onto these thoughts and keep moving forward.
This shall pass too. 🙂
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Exactly! 😊
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If you were a person to seek answers to these, I tell you none can understand and provide you answers but there are people who are exceptionally great. Great to tell you your worries and help you get answers. And even with that, equip you to be able to know what comes next.
Are you a Christian? Get a staunch Christian or Pastor or probably a Holy Ghost-using person and tell the person….don’t deny the blight smile on his or her face: an assurance of your answers.
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Thank you for these wise words.
No, I am not a Christian.
But I guess, I myself don’t want the answers. May be just lost in the questions, I intend to lead a simpler life, just like the others finding my own questions.
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That moves me……I wish you to be a Christian.
Because you’re missing alot…
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I think we all have those days of questioning everything in our lives then the days we feel so unbelievably blessed and content! I wish you to have WAY more happy days if contentment!!! I know you bring many blessings to me in my life and I’m very blessed to know you!
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Right back at you.
I do look up to our conversations here. 🙂
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Happens every day!!!
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I know, one day you will be so happy and the next day, all lost.
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Right… that’s when you end up with much happiness you know something is not right or going to go wrong soon!!!
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