Deep memories submerged within,
Sweet, sad, happy and a little evil.
Time elapsed, and I kept treading,
Only to have thought, that someday
I will lose every inch of it.
But today, despite the tiresome days and nights,
A mere thought, a small talk,
Even the tiniest prospect of the past,
Passes a solid sensation onto me,
Shaking me to the core,
Sending shivers down my spine,
Making everything of the past, again mine.
How does it happen?
What is that feeling?
Why does it not go?
What would it take to go?
I am tired of this notion,
Constantly restricting all my gesticulation.
What is that feeling?
I am yet not certain.
I keep asking myself
Was the feeling ever true?
Or could it have been a delusion?
Or part of it fact and a part fable?
I have no answers,
As usual,
But for certain,
I have all the questions.
Infact I believe answers dwell somewhere within us, though discovering it is itself a huge task.
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That I agree completely with.
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This is both fact and fable..
“I have no answers,
As usual,
But for certain,
I have all the questions.”
This makes it all a fact and a fable. 😁
💞🌷
Shiva
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Thank you so much for your comment.
And yet, I am left only to know that I have been living a fact, as well as a fable!!
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In a way that is good, Moushmi!
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Somehow i believe that the questions we ask is because those answers are seeking us
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And one you get those answers, there is a new set of questions bothering us 😀
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Mhmm totally agreed on that!!!
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Sometimes the answers to these questions are the most difficult ones.. the more one try to go deeper in search, more are the chances of getting entangled.
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I agree, thank you for your thoughtful comment.
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A past that no longers intertwine with our present is indeed a fabled beauty of a factual proportion 😊
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I thought this post would make no sense to anyone, but I am amazed that some of you did understand me.
Thank you so much dear.
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The honour is all mine 😊
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It’s a circle I think … answers lead us to the questions that enlightens us in return 🙂
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I guess you are absolutely correct. It is kind of a circle, and it never ends.
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Maybe an illusionary fable of tiny delusions that once made the past, a bygone fact of the present…
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Your comment may have made more sense than my entire post 😉
Thank you so much dear 🙂
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Ohh no..your words did the magic!
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Thank you dear. You are being too kind 🙂
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Yeah..I can understand the feeling..I am almost in the same stage like you..but I don’t have pain..I am afraid that I may also get pain someday..still searching answers
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Thank you so much for reading the post.
And yes some things are just unavoidable.
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I always read your post..what is the need of thanks moush..yeah something’s are unavoidable like reading your post and flirting with girls😝😝😂
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You could avoid the latter 🙂
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Neverrrrrrrrrrrr
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Even the tiniest prospect of the past,
Passes a solid sensation onto me,
Shaking me to the core,
Sending shivers down my spine,
Making everything of the past, again mine.
Heartfelt!!
You crave answers to some questions all your life…
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Thank you so much for reading it, I truly appreciate it.
And yes I agree we do crave answers all our lives.
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Beautiful!! But I suppose if we remove the blur we can find the answers !!
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I hope I do, one day 🙂
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Many a times we all think about this
Hw past memories can stll hurt us the same way it hurted once
How it ruins r mood
Its hard to shut the past nd move on
As u said a lot of question entangled in ur mind
The answers are hard to be found ….
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Thank you so much for understanding what I might be still feeling.
You decoded my thoughts well.
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I like the way you pen down your thoughts ☺ This is how life is suppose to be. We can not get definite answers to our questions.. but I believe that everything that happens, happens for a reason. As the concept of good in bad and bad in every good.
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Thank you for such a lovely comment,
I am glad you dropped by your thoughts here. And I do agree that we can never be satisfied with the answers,
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Wow…we can always find answers…when the questions are definite!!
Keep looking!!😎😎
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Thanks dear.
The search won’d end.
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True true!!
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recognizing what the questions are is the first step 🙂
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Then, I guess this is a start for me 🙂
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wow this was beautiful!! I also feel sometimes some memories are so strong and yet so subtly lie inside us…so well hidden that we dont realize they exist all these years but sometime somewhere any thing, any sight or any circumstance or situation suddenly brings alive all those moments of joy and pain….i think the most fascinating thing is how our brain processes and stores the memories by linking them to such objects and a mere encounter with one triggers an avalanche of thoughts…..sorry if i went off topic but i felt this after reading your post!! great going!!!!
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You were right on topic, thanks a lot for sharing your views here.
I totally agree with you, sometimes any small incident triggers those old moments and do bring about an unwanted avalanche!
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it happens with me many times hence thought so! …
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