I Am Tired!!

I am literally tired right now, not only mentally but also physically. My mind and my body fail to work anymore. I do not even wish to move a little bit more, even a very little to get what I want. I am at a point where I will just let it go, if anything has to go. I am simply tired.

Some might say that may be if I do not lose hope right now, if I do not let things go, maybe there is a possibility that I might get it right around the corner. Well, may be yes and may be no. I don’t even want to know the answer.

I am not losing hope, hope is what keeps us alive, I just do not want to wait and be restless any longer.

I am happy right here, with what I have and how I am.

What’s wrong with being content?

As of now, with my being exhausted and weary, I am spoiling myself, pampering with all the tasty food and loads of sleep, with cups and cups of coffee and books, with zero thoughts and a big reasonless smile. (The last time I did that I gained 10kgs, let’s see what happens this time 😉 )

And that is how I am awfully drained and yet content.

Published by Moushmi Radhanpara

A bilingual writer, Moushmi Radhanpara has authored three poetry collections so far, namely POSIES and 03:21 AM –An Ode to Rust & Restlessness, and Resignation of an Angel. She is also scribbling an unplanned rough draft of a story as a part of NANOWRIMO 2020 and hopes that something might come out of it. She has also co-authored two books, The Lockdown Stories and Mirage so far. Her poetries can be found on her blog https://aestheticmiradh.com/ and a few other online portals. She believes in the fact that a better reader makes a better writer. Reading a 100 books a year is her latest obsession. She can be found either drunk on coffee or hiding away from everything and admiring the gorgeous sun.

32 thoughts on “I Am Tired!!

  1. Hi Moushmi,

    it seems that you are really tired. That is normal, no matter how big your goal , we need a lot of energy, and that energy exhausted us. There is a story about the guy who dug gold, and suddenly the golden vessel disappeared and he returned home poor.But in fact , golden vessel was there, she just broke up.Another guy paid the engineer to test it and found it a meter away.He got rich.

    You never know if you’re just a meter away from the goal.Gold is there, waiting for you !

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  2. Travelling has seriously got u moushmi..
    Nevertheless u need to be lively to enjoy each and every moment in life..
    Its just a matter of time and u’ll be full of life energy once again..
    Hope u make it on time as i’m sure u too don’t want to put on the weight like u did last time😂
    Looking forward to some good blogs once again..

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  3. You know what? I appreciate you took time from the never stopping world. Please eat loads. Get done with taste and the goddess of sleep. Enjoy and satisfy yourself. Atleast you don’t care, there are people taking break and yet thinking about work all the time. What good does it do? In fact when you get back I am sure you will have a new found energy with satisfaction and peace of mind that you will embrace later giving good results. So what you are thinking and doing is positive and for good keep going until enough. You know your self better else. Have a great time:)

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  4. Your words resonate with where I am in my life. The content you are experiencing in the middle of this tired times is a mere disguise. Imagine that you running and you are out of breath, you can either take a breather and reach your finish or return home. Destiny wants you to take a breather so that aren’t tired when you turn the corner. The breather you taking will help you to enjoy the things that await you.
    Sharing my thoughts is easy but I know doing it is hard.

    The last before paragraph is where the joy lies during this period of our life and sounds fun. Enjoy the pause.😇

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  5. It’s fine to feel exhausted and want to pamper yourself at times. And when your body needs it, you must listen to it. And when you’re done listening to it, you’ll bounce back with renewed energy. Enjoy the break Moushmi!

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