I Am Done!

I am done.

I am done trying to prove myself,

I am done trying to make myself heard.

I am done trying to prioritize others,

I am done listening to those others,

I am done trying to fit in,

I am done fighting for every little thing,

I am done dealing with those emotions,

I am done with all the toxic potion,

I am simply done with it all,

Now, I simply don’t care, like me or not.

 

Published by Moushmi Radhanpara

A bilingual writer, Moushmi Radhanpara has authored three poetry collections so far, namely POSIES and 03:21 AM –An Ode to Rust & Restlessness, and Resignation of an Angel. She is also scribbling an unplanned rough draft of a story as a part of NANOWRIMO 2020 and hopes that something might come out of it. She has also co-authored two books, The Lockdown Stories and Mirage so far. Her poetries can be found on her blog https://aestheticmiradh.com/ and a few other online portals. She believes in the fact that a better reader makes a better writer. Reading a 100 books a year is her latest obsession. She can be found either drunk on coffee or hiding away from everything and admiring the gorgeous sun.

59 thoughts on “I Am Done!

  1. That’s great Moushmi. Your at that turning point where you realise you are worth so much more than what you are going through….and so you take that step to show that self worth, the one that comes from your heart, not everyone else’s ❤ 😀

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  2. Oh this is so like me these days!!! I can understand the exhaustion and frustration and dejection here…all very relatable! Dealing with stubborn, idiot, dogmatic, judgemental and irritating people all time and getting them to do their work or mine…without offending them and being patient myself to not let it go…just the idea of dealing with then is demotivating and trying to please such stupid people, giving them importance or getting their work done, dealing with all kinds of emotions which you cant show…showing a fake calm outside but exploding inside…as if living for someone else’s happiness and still getting played or justifying my actions….feel so done sometimes!!!

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      1. It happens because most of the time i could relate with what you are trying to say and i would have gone through something similar…hence i cant control myself!! ☺️

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  3. Wow! I felt intrigued by this post really. It’s like you wrote your year or your heavy moment shortly. And of course the last line–” like me or not, I simply don’t care, it actually shows the way you get out of the complicated cave of humans. I always relate to you as you do to me, and I am still doing now. Thanks for writing deep and straight I felt a side of me untangled.

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  4. Hi Moushmi,

    it seems that you are on the right track. I can notice this from one important sentence
    “I am done trying to fit in” ! People are trying to be socially acceptable and on this path they lose themselves !

    Stay on road

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