Dear Neel #9

Oh! this month has been eventful, not really back to normal but eventful. I have written more this month than I might have written in the whole of last year. I don’t know if it is a general excitement of my exaggeration or not, I really don’t know, I haven’t really measured. All I knowContinue reading “Dear Neel #9”

Dear Neel #8

Dear Neel #8 It has been good to be writing again. Yes, can you believe that I have started writing again, some poetry, one short story, and one draft of an entire novel? I don’t know what to call it, because it is nothing but a gist of ideas, but somehow I am inching towardsContinue reading “Dear Neel #8”

Dear Neel #7

I am finally out of my reading slump. I am reading sweet books. Happy books. Yes. I am better health wise. I am taking things slow, not pushing myself to my extremes, and I am, for the first time trying not to care much about every single thing that I cannot control. Not that IContinue reading “Dear Neel #7”

Dear Neel #6

Dear Neel I can’t believe this is just the sixth letter I am writing to you. It feels like I have been writing you for ages, telling you undeserved stories and keeping you up to date with my goings on. Not that I hate any of it, but I thought it had to be theContinue reading “Dear Neel #6”

Dear Neel #5

Dearest Neel, I almost forgot to write you a letter this month. Almost. Because see I made it a point to write before the month ends, before the year ends, before 2021 bids adieu, before the two’s welcome us. I have long given up on writing to you on the 15th of every month, IContinue reading “Dear Neel #5”

Dear Neel #4

It took me two months to get back to you. You, on the other hand, seem not to care. What carelessness you portray? What deceptiveness? And I try to perceive- reality, time. Obviously, I fail. It had never been my intention to stop writing to you, to ghost you for a whole of sixty-five days.Continue reading “Dear Neel #4”

Dear Neel #3

Dear Neel #3 Dearest Neel, what kind of a year is this? Didn’t it simply sail through? Can you believe it is already September which is flying by us while I laze around writing letters to you? Nine months of a year gone by and what have I done? Half the year I have eitherContinue reading “Dear Neel #3”

Dear Neel #2

Dear Neel #2 Did you get my letter? Did you read it? Did you think about me as you saw my handwriting? Did you miss me?  The last time I wrote to you was when I had a writer’s block or when I thought I had a writer’s block. That was the day when IContinue reading “Dear Neel #2”

Dear Neel #1

Dear Neel,   I am writing to you this time. The last time we saw each other was a long time ago. So long that I am afraid, a little scared if you remember me at all. I don’t know, because I haven’t talked to you since then. Neither have you approached. But the onlyContinue reading “Dear Neel #1”

One Breath AT A Time

Trying to find my balance in an absolutely imbalanced world. I can’t see it but there has to be, has to to be some thin thread of hope that I can cling to, hold on to. Untill that thin reality flows in, let the universe spin, but I will stand on my values, the oneContinue reading “One Breath AT A Time”