I Smile.

I burn my body to ashes But my conscience savors and yearns I rot amidst my own ashes But my soul transpires beyond the patriarchal tavern.   I burn and I smile Beyond my submissive rage For I have no dreams Only a small selfish realm.   I burn and I smile Even from myContinue reading “I Smile.”

A blackballed blizzard.

Like the oceans galore My feelings remain Like the prisoners of war.   Concealed Hushed Dejected.   Like the waves tumultuous My thoughts remain Secretively voluptuous.   Melancholic Wretched Rising from the purgatory.   Like the looming storm Burdened, heavy Burning my eyes like a sandstorm.   Hesitantly swarming in my chest I have lockedContinue reading “A blackballed blizzard.”

Deep Blue Pajamas.

  I am not a morning person But then again I am barely even a person, But since I am not a morning person And when I am forced to leave my warm smothered bed I cringe and cry Not wanting to rise. I shed off all my dreams When suddenly, my alarm screams AndContinue reading “Deep Blue Pajamas.”

Suppressed Vehemence.

You said it was love, And I believed in you and called it love- I fused in you And lost all I had.   I loved you with all I had And you deceived me with all you could All I claimed was, you to love me too And all you did was betrayed meContinue reading “Suppressed Vehemence.”

The Mystical Pishogue #2

I am fierce I am wild I am an emblem of self-implied exile.   I am aggressive I am saucy I am an insignia of selfishly haughty.   I am bold I am vain I am an image of disdain.   I am dominant I am arrogant I am yet, a metaphor of a self-loathingContinue reading “The Mystical Pishogue #2”

Reverie.

In living an existence of insanity A being of absolutely solidarity, She found solace among inanimate objects Amidst her life which was completely wrecked.   She fell in love with words. When everyone thought her to be absurd, She made books her escape mechanism While her heart screamed abstract expressionism.   She fell in loveContinue reading “Reverie.”

His torturous existence.

I am a woman And by default I have a best friend. I met ‘him’ at a tender age, When I was 14 And for everyone I knew I was already late. When the first time I called my friend ‘him’ I was frowned upon. “It is she, my dear! It is only your chance.”Continue reading “His torturous existence.”

Cacoethes.

Todays evening sun Reminds me of him… A ‘Him’- lonely, vibrant and distant. When I bask myself in its glory To brighten my inner joys, To enliven my hurting hunger. I draw him to me, in The dusk of my glooming room And sit atop Mouth on mouth, Body on body, Craving, thirsting- The mundaneContinue reading “Cacoethes.”

Delusional Happiness.

A car accident- A bump on the head, inside, “Thankfully, she is all right” The doctor sighed, But from inside the room she cried_ Crying and cursing her fate, The only time she sheds tears when she lost some weight.

Treacherous Love.

He promised me he’d forever be mine Giving me no reason to think, to my face he’d lie, He sealed his promise with a chaste kiss Deceiving me into believing for an eternal bliss.   He didn’t leave me of his own accord Only- death did us sorrowfully apart, But in him, I lost myContinue reading “Treacherous Love.”