anxiety – Aesthetic Miradh

Blank

Four years ago, around 24thAugust, I had this insane urge of being heard, I did not ramble what was going on with me then, I just wrote a small blog celebrating Janmashtami. That was my third or fourth attempt at blogging or precisely writing. I had failed so far, and I was sure I wouldContinue reading “Blank”

Unavailable.

The person you are trying to speak to Is not responding Please try again later. The person you are trying to speak to Is unavailable Please try again later. The person you are trying to speak to Is not blinking Please try again later. The person you are trying to speak to Is not okayContinue reading “Unavailable.”

You Know What You Need

When it comes to mental health I believe it is you who know what you need. No one can tell you what to do and how to deal with it. No other being is obliged or has the right to make you feel worthless, nor to tell you that you are being too dramatic withContinue reading “You Know What You Need”

Skin & Cells.

“I am having a migraine.” If I said this to anyone right now, I’d probably get ten different solutions for it, from using medications and meditations to gulping down tablets and going off to sleep for a while. I’d get people telling me that it will probably go away soon, that it was becauseContinue reading “Skin & Cells.”

Her Mysterious Meshuga.

Hey folks, I hope you all are doing fine. I know I have been away for a long time, but I promise I’ll be back as soon as I can. Till then I am very pleased to share another poem of mine that has been published at Spillwords, a place where words matter. I sent themContinue reading “Her Mysterious Meshuga.”

The Amassing Vengeance.

He strolled into the room Silence screaming behind him, She garnered herself on the couch Terror and throes screaming from inside her. The stress, the tension surfacing The unknown reconciling, His anger transpiring Her calm deescalating. And in a sap all was lost A yank through her ruffled hair, An irate haulContinue reading “The Amassing Vengeance.”

Fumbling Valiance!

Has it ever happened? That you feel trapped? You consider yourself quite brave, But in all honesty, you are scared. You thought that you forgot that feeling. With so much constantly happening. But one fine day, You find yourself to pray. Your fingers are crossed, And you find yourself so much engrossed. Fumbling, fidgeting, Anxious;Continue reading “Fumbling Valiance!”

Please, please just let me be…

Please don’t come again. I am good, if not at best, without you. Please just go away. Please, just let me be. It was really difficult To disentangle from your black chains, It was claustrophobic To always be in your embrace. When you are around I am not happy, I am not myself,Continue reading “Please, please just let me be…”

Depression Is A Drug!

This is no revelation now that we live in a hypocritical society. We have come very far now to even question this fact. So when it comes to the topic of depression we are no different. And when I say we, I mean every one of us. There is no exception! We give so muchContinue reading “Depression Is A Drug!”

Just Like Me!

My niece just spent a good long week at my place and it was nothing but wonderful. (The same niece who presented me a little souvenir when I was at her place) Yes, there were times when I was losing it completely trying to keep a nine year old occupied and entertained all day longContinue reading “Just Like Me!”