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Daily Prompt: Border

Something from the old me!

Aesthetic Miradh

via Daily Prompt: Border

Despite all the love in both their hearts, there was a thin border between the two, and she knew she could never cross it.

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I Wanted To Heal You….

 

I wanted; wanted

To take away all our pain,

To free you from your aches,

To envelope you in my embrace,

To make you forget all that can’t be erased.

 

I wanted; wanted

To kiss all your tears,

To chase away all your fears,

To taste all your wounds,

To chaperone you to the tombs.

 

I wanted; wanted

To cure you of your grief,

To surcease all your strife,

To heal your body, your soul,

To be your cure, an antidote.

 

I wanted; wanted

To give you all my happiness,

To bestow you only with blissfulness,

To free you of the enchains,

To liberate you, of all the restrains.

 

And in doing so,

I lost my exulted ecstasy,

My humorous joviality,

My peace, my calm,

My tranquility, the only charm.

 

And in doing so,

I reached someplace called inferno,

Burning, writhing, for how long I don’t know.

In healing you, I lost myself,

My body, my soul,

And there was left, no antidote.

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Sometimes, I wonder though, if at all this is possible. You always wanted everything to fall in place for the other person, you always wanted peace and serenity for them, but in trying to do everything for them, can you really lose yourself? In doing something good for others can you really hurt yourself? Can you really torture and enchain yourself, so, so badly that you fear your presence? Can you really fall to some place so dark?

One Big Happy Family #2

Anyone remember my absolutely crazy story from a few months back? Well there was no heads or tails to it, so I will refresh your memory here- https://aestheticmiradh.com/2018/02/24/one-big-happy-family/

Despite the illogical ramblings, many of you were kind enough to bear with my deranged mind, the result of which is this post. Again, think before what you do, you entertained me once and bore with my stupidity, and here I am once more with my utter balderdash.

So, that one big happy family? Seems like, not so happy at all. Recently I found one of the members draining and dripping in the terrible rains, all alone. His other family members have deserted and left the open house, leaving behind him with nothing.

You say, you don’t believe me? Oh come on, I am not lying.

I know you are saying this only because you want a picture.

So here goes the picture.

I am telling you I found him, utterly alone, crying over his lost family, his partner left him and went away with the kids.

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This poor guy, right here? He is wailing and crying with melodrama, singing and cawing in his ever melodious voice, the very famous SRK song, “Jag suna suna lage, koi rahe na jab apna,……… sunaaaaaaa laggeeeee moheeeee”

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Wait that’s not the tragedy, the tragedy is he only forgot his new address. His family is waiting for him at the new place.

And so he curses himself and then flies to his new abode, shielding away from the rains.

Again, seriously? You don’t believe me?

Okay, here goes the picture.

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In no way, I am ruining this happy ever after. This is by far the happy ever after I have. Not giving away this. And in my opinion they keep making that X jealous, standing a little far away.

Again, if you have come this far, then my friend, I salute you!!

Have a good day!

Yet another Unrequited Love!

I thought I loved you enough for the sake of two but as it proves I might have been wrong then. It never worked out and it might have been for good, you seem happy now and that is all I ever wanted. And yet somewhere deep down there was always a part of me throughout that pined for some way, some microscopic possibility that I could get the love, the feeling that I wanted, wanted from you.

You seem to be blissful but never did it occur to you that somewhere someone might have been hurt and you never knew that you were the reason. It did hurt when you wouldn’t talk to me, when you would ignore me and yet all I thought about was how to make you smile. It hurt when despite this I could just not let you out of my thoughts.

I had faith in you then, I have faith in you now.

I have cried and have laughed, had tears of happiness and of torment and yet the only thing that brings me here is that someday someone will come and make me realise that why it never worked with you. Why it was always hollow and partial and then I would know what I had been missing on.

PS: What is a love story without a heart break, right? 😉

Pic: As always googled!